Do you have to be a talented writer to be able to express what ‘grief’ means? Or does ‘grief’ write its own story when you give it an opportunity to be heard? These are my questions as I have the privilege to be a judge on the grief writing project. One thing that I do know is that ‘a story told, is a story healed’. Even if only a small part, a confronting emotion or troubling thought has been validated through the process, that is part of the process of working through grief.
It is a great honour to be involved with the competition and Hunter Writers Centre and to represent the National Association of Loss and Grief (NALAG) as one of its Board members. I have been on the NALAG board for over six years and I continue to be amazed in learning how so many NALAG volunteers, all around the state, do wonderful things to support grieving people.
I started to work with loss and grief in the early 80s when I was nursing and participated in a workshop presented by Elizabeth Kübler Ross. It set me up on my own journey of working with changes and losses in my life. Now, in 2016, I notice how so much of our understandings of loss and grief have changed. As a professional, I have always been working with loss and grief in some capacity, whether specifically as a nurse with HIV/Aids patients, as a social worker with unemployed or homeless people, or, now, as a spiritual care team leader with older people or in palliative care.
On a more personal level, it was the breakup of a significant relationship that threw me into the chaotic world of loss and grief at an early age of my life and then again a few years ago when my mother was diagnosed with cancer. I was fortunate enough to journey with her until her last breath and her life and death have had a huge influence on my own formation as a person. Never having thought of myself as a writer, I entered a healing narrative competition where I wrote about my mother’s last months of her life and the therapeutic benefit of listening to her story. To my absolute surprise I won the first prize of this competition. The process of writing the story had been very healing for me and many tears were shed during the writing process. I was invited to read out my story publically a number of times after I won the competition and that was the most therapeutic and
confrontational aspect for me. I gave voice to a very tender part of my life. I was so touched by the way strangers came up to me after my presentation, with tears in their own eyes, as something deep inside them was touched as their own grief resonated.
So, as I read the stories of the grief writing project, my own life is touched in a rich way. I hope, in a small way, each writer senses that they are not really alone with their grief and are part of an universal river of loss and grief that is part of a wild, chaotic and awesome landscape that we call life.
Grief touches all of us at some point in our lives. It is the ultimate price we pay for love. Many of us deal with our own losses in our own way and there is no right or wrong way one must grieve. It is just your own way.
NALAG is a not-for-profit organisation supported by dedicated Volunteers in Centres and Branches across NSW. The most important service that NALAG provides is the simple gift of listening to people in their grief. Providing a caring and non-judgemental ear and caring support is the key in this sort of listening.
Beate Steller is a board member of NALAG and presents loss and grief training as a NALAG consultant. The National Association for Loss and Grief, major sponsors of the Grieve Writing Project.
Details about our judges and prizes available here